• Susie Gates

How I found a big bunch of keys to doors I didn't know existed!

Updated: Jan 26

When our youngest son was born, I met a lady who offered to give our baby some Reiki to help him sleep better. It worked like a dream, but only for one night. I thought I will learn this, and then I can be giving Reiki to all who I love and come into contact with. This was back in 1999. In 2003, I became very anxious, all of a sudden I would wake up in the middle of the night with what I called “The fear Grip.” You know when you have a feeling of impending doom, and your not really sure why, but its truly and firmly in place.

It is quite difficult to seek help for something that you do not understand or indeed not know why you have it. So I struggled with it for a while and tried to suppress it all...bad move, but I wasn't to know back then it was in the days when I had a belief that once you had some emotional dilemma you were stuck with it.

A friend suggested to me that, I saw a lady who did this therapy. I only went out of desperation, because you will do anything to stop the gnawing gut feeling right? I did not expect what happened, but it changed my world around. I realised I had Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from being a newborn baby. Emotions. I have come to learn, are completely timeless, & things from childhood can present and often do, in our adult selves when we are least expecting them.

I am truly blessed to have had such amazing teachers...all of you. Thank you for trusting me...I look forward to my future lessons. and to guide you to better realms of peace and acceptance!

Thank you for your time.

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